+ SeCrEt Of LiF3 +

+ It hurts 2 luv some1 & not b loved in return, but what is more painful is 2 luv some1 & never find the courage 2 let that person know how u feel.


+ A sad thing in life is when u meet some1 who means a lot 2 u, only 2 find out in the end that it was never meant 2 b & u just have 2 let go.


+ The best kind of friend is the kind u can sit on a porch swing with & never say a word, & then walk away feelin' like it was the best conversation u've ever had.


+ It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missin' until it arrives.


+ It takes only a minute 2 get a crush on some1, an hour 2 like some1, & a day to luv some1 but it takes a lifetime to 4get some1.


+ Don't go 4 looks; they can deceive. Don't go 4 wealth; even that fades away. Go 4 some1 who makes u smile b'cos it takes only a smile 2 make a dark day seem brighter.


+ Dream what u want 2 dream; go where u want 2 go; be what u want 2 b, b'cos u have only 1 life & 1 chance 2 do all the things u want 2 do.


+ Always put urself in the other's shoes. If u feel that it hurts u, it probably hurts the person 2.


+ A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal & bless.


+ The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everythin' ; they just make the most of everythin' that comes along their way.


+ Luv begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When yu were born, u were cryin' and every1 around u was smilin'. Live ur life so that when u die, u're the 1 smilin' & every1 around u is cryin'.


+ Life is precious, don't let it slip by.


~life's sux!!!~

+ Cma's BeshDay +

party! party! party!

+ party on da beach +

Start kja balik...malasnya.
Smlm bday housemate aku @ Chenang. 
Happy besday Dess.
U're so damn cute in pario.
Anyway thanx 4 the BBQ & cheese cake.
So yummy...kenyang giler!
But sorry ler x der hadiah.
Aku dah pokai ler Dess!!!

+ life's so sweet? +

sometimes we laugh it away
sometimes we just can't hold it back
with u it's ez in my ride
i wish that this day could last 4ever
***
i've been waitin patiently
4 u 2 come back 2 me
it's been a short eternity
since u've left & gone away
***
when i'm without u
the waves crash upon the shore
like time erasin' everythin' we had b4
***
i don't want 2 lose this life
like watchin' the sun slip in2 the c
when will u return with my heart?
it's like all i have r memories
slowly this brings me the sweetest high like starin' at the sunrise
seein' u arrive at my door
***
i used 2 watch u sleep
& held u like a child
i remember u on the beach
that seems so far out of reach...
+~true luv never runs smooth~+cb+
[how life can b so sweet-cagnet]

+ u^r^my^reason +

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learnin'
I never meant 2 do those things 2 u
And so I have 2 say b4 I go
That I just want u 2 know

I've found a reason 4 me
2 change who I used 2 b
A reason 2 start over new
& the reason is u

I'm sorry that I hurt u
It's somethin' I must live with everyday
& all the pain I put u thru'
I wish that I could take it all away
& b the 1 who catches all ur tears
Thats why i need u 2 hear

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant 2 do those things 2 u
& so I have 2 say b4 I go
That I just want u 2 know

I've found a reason 2 show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason 4 all that I do
& the reason is u...
[the reason-hoobastank]
~nobody's perfect but we're next 2 b perfect.luv me just da way i am & i lv u just da way u r~

+ my^immortal +

i'm so tired of bein' here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
& if u have 2 leave
i wish that u would just leave
because ur presence still lingers here
& it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem 2 heal
this pain is just 2 real
there's just 2 much that time cannot erase

when u cried i'd wipe away all of ur tears
when u'd scream i'd fight away all of ur fears
& i've held ur hand thru' all of these years
but u still have all of me

u used to captivate me
by ur resonatin' lite
but now i'm bound by the life u left behind
ur face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
ur voice it chased away all the sanity in me

i've tried so hard 2 tell myself that u're gone
& though u're still with me
i've been alone all along...
[my immortal - evanescence]
+ amy's gothic voice so impressive. long live evanescence! +

[M.U.S.E]

~Long live MUSE!!!!!~ 

+ d.r.e.a.m.2.5.1.1.0.3 +

Bittersweet moments last 4ever
Floatin' within sinful dreams
Deep thoughts inside blurrin' mind
Long lost journey
Future's illusion
Broken life, luv & suck
Brought us to Mtness & hopeless world
Been waitin' patiently
Hopin' our illusion not just a fragment
Even 2 hard 2 grab
Just follow the flows...
[chiya_chubby©November 2003]

butter 4 fingerz 

+ H.U.R.T.01.03.03 +

Stuck in the middle of confusion
Shadow of u flashin' in MT mind
Blinkin' eyes slowly fades away
All the pictures of memories left behind
A broken heart in ur misery eyes
Long lost stare full of Mtness
Unspoken words hurt deeply
All screwed up
Pieces by pieces
Only God knows!
Complicated circumstances totally suck!
But can't u c that I'm dyin' 2?
Should I kept all the memories in my heart
Or let it vanished like a bubbles?
So nobody will hurt
Even like killin' ourselves slowly & deeply
Just 4 their own sake
But I never ever crossed the line
We've already knew
A bond between us
Promises we made ago
I know we can fight it
& left the burdens a side
2 make our dream come true
Sooner or later...
Knowin' u was a wonderful moments in my life
Lovin' u was a sweetest dreams
U're my everythin' either in good or bad times
I knew I'm not good enough 4 u
But u're just enough 4 me
Those regret sinful yesterday tied us up
Nobody's perfect but we're next 2 b perfect
A lil' bit perfection in between imperfection!
[chiya_chubby©March 2003]
~mayB u're not enough 4 them but u're just enough 4 me.u're my choice & i never turn back anymore...~

+ MoNdAy^BLuEs +

***
a 100 days had made me older
since da last time i saw ur face
a 1000 lites had me colder
& i don't think i can look at this da same
but all da miles had separate
they disappeared now when i'm dreamin' of ur face

i'm here without u
but u still on my lonely mind
i think 'bout u baby
& i dream 'bout u all da time
i'm here without u baby
but u still with me in my dreams
& 2nite it's only u & me

da miles just keep rollin' as da people either way 2 say hello
i hear this life is overrated
but i hope it get better as we go

everythin' i know & anywhere i go
it get hard but it won't take away my luv...
& when da last 1 falls
when it's all said & done
it get hard but it won't take away my luv ...
[here without u - 3 doors down]

+ Fr3Nz N LvRz +

1 has many friends throughout their lives
Friends who share their joys, their cares & their hopes
Friends they can lean on in times of need
& friends that know they r there for them also
Friends tend 2 come & go
Leavin' a part of themselves with u as they move on...
Friendships varies from person 2 person
& from all walks of life
Levels of friendship forms between each individual u get close 2
Some friends also become lovers
Lovers r those who tend 2 have more of ur heart & give u theirs
1 tends 2 form more friendships than they form luv relationships
But the lovers that have become friends r the heart's most sensitive feelings
2 b able 2 call ur lover ur friend,
Clears ur path for happiness of deeper sharin' & carin'...
Lovers do also tend 2 come & go
Takin' with them a piece of ur heart that heals much slower
But leavin' with u a piece of their own that they must also heal it's absence...
Once friends always friends
Once lovers always remembered
& friends that become lovers or lovers that become friends
r always remembered friends
Lovers or friends can last a lifetime
Friendships take work
Lovers require effort
Friends & lovers
A state of mind, body & soul
Friends & lovers
A challenge 2 conquer the time invested 2 keep
either a float or feelings warm...
U cannot survive a happy life without either
All friends do not become lovers but all lovers do need 2 become friends!
GravyDave © August 1997

+ LuV sOnG +

Whenever I'm alone with u
U make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with u
U make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with u
U make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with u
U make me feel like I am fun again

However far away
I will always luv u
However long I stay
I will always luv u
Whatever words I say
I will always luv u...

Whenever I'm alone with u
U make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with u
U make me feel like I am clean again...
[luv song - the cure]
~luvuemissuealot~u know who u r~cb~